I don't even know where the last 4 months went. The grief and loss I suffered in February when my wife passed away suddenly have weighed so heavy, I've hardly been able to even think about anything battletech related. I'm not healed or fully back, but I realize a ball has been dropped and I want to do what I can to get you back on a usable foot.
Life is hard for me right now, so very hard. That I've let everyone here down, pains me even more. Suffice it to say, I might still have access to the regular site admin panels, but when I last tried to do some maintenance a few months ago, I couldn't access the site database. Then the weight of depression dropped all over me and I'm just now realizing that this happened. My apologies to the community. I love that you all still love and enjoy what this community offers, and that feels like hope.
here are some ways to reach out to me.
https://www.facebook.com/timothy.western.1
veretax@gmail.com
skype: timothy.western
McRaven took the first steps to keep things going, I'm in huge debt to him for that.
I've pmed him some of the issues I had in being able to access the backend of the site. My mental state means I can't promise anything, but that's another reason I provided the above real contacts for me.
For the acting staff, if you can have McRaven PM me I can get you access to the staff forums. That part seems to still work.
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My hear goes out to you and yours. Take all the time you need to recover; this place has bounced back before, it'll bounce back again.
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Do take care Tim. I cannot pretend to know what you are going through but I believe I can say for everyone that our heart and thoughts go out to you.
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I was able to get access back to the backend this morning.
MUCOs if you have work waiting on staff to move forward PM me so I can get it going.
If there are new units that need registered, I need that info as well.
I want to get us running again, even as I consider how to more tightly pull the forum/main site into a more unified experience.
MUCOs if you have work waiting on staff to move forward PM me so I can get it going.
If there are new units that need registered, I need that info as well.
I want to get us running again, even as I consider how to more tightly pull the forum/main site into a more unified experience.
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Mcraven, DNA and myself actually completed a contract during this period as a 3 unit joint contract, during which DNA and myself also RPed using new start ups. We also assumed we'd be able to pick up the supplemental contract, which I have started.
Would you be able to process the 2 new units and the contract itself? Mcraven would have to do the officially contract submission though.
Would you be able to process the 2 new units and the contract itself? Mcraven would have to do the officially contract submission though.
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Baron of Erdvynn, Alarion Province, Lyran Alliance
Earl of Galisteo, Duchy of Tamarind-Abbey, Free Worlds League
Creator of Kingdom of Nibo
CO Dirty Half Dozens Mercenary Command
Morgan CHAN
Military Hardware Brokerage Office
(part-time Black Market dealer)
Lt Gen ZHAO Zi Long
Black Stars Mercenary Collective
Sharp Shooters Sub-unit
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Baron of Erdvynn, Alarion Province, Lyran Alliance
Earl of Galisteo, Duchy of Tamarind-Abbey, Free Worlds League
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Yeah I probably can, might take a couple days to get it all done, but yeah.... Its weird. I felt SOOOO terrible for being away for so long. And now I just want to help anywhere I can. Fun fact, helping others, helps with grief..... its true... Just send me the particulars I need and I'll get started on it as soon as I can.
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Problem now is both McRaven and DNA havent been on the forums anywhere from 2-3 weeks. Both told of RL issues of course, but did say that they'd be available.
I'll consolidate the official contract transcript first so we can cross that particular bridge first. I'd need to find out the best way to submit it though, since McRaven was the one who officially bid for it.
I'll consolidate the official contract transcript first so we can cross that particular bridge first. I'd need to find out the best way to submit it though, since McRaven was the one who officially bid for it.
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Morgan CHAN
Military Hardware Brokerage Office
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Lt Gen ZHAO Zi Long
Black Stars Mercenary Collective
Sharp Shooters Sub-unit
Vampire Medium Omnitank
Baron of Erdvynn, Alarion Province, Lyran Alliance
Earl of Galisteo, Duchy of Tamarind-Abbey, Free Worlds League
Creator of Kingdom of Nibo
CO Dirty Half Dozens Mercenary Command
Morgan CHAN
Military Hardware Brokerage Office
(part-time Black Market dealer)
Lt Gen ZHAO Zi Long
Black Stars Mercenary Collective
Sharp Shooters Sub-unit
Vampire Medium Omnitank
Baron of Erdvynn, Alarion Province, Lyran Alliance
Earl of Galisteo, Duchy of Tamarind-Abbey, Free Worlds League
Creator of Kingdom of Nibo
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yeah i hear that, reach out to me once you have it all collected and I will see what I can do.
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Hi Tim, I've consolidated the entire transcript in doc format. What's the best way to handle this?
I've also tried to PM and email both Mcraven and DNA. Hope they reply.
Incidentally, Cade's also back posting bits and pieces for the Bears.
I've also tried to PM and email both Mcraven and DNA. Hope they reply.
Incidentally, Cade's also back posting bits and pieces for the Bears.
Captain HUO Qubing
CO Dirty Half Dozens Mercenary Command
Morgan CHAN
Military Hardware Brokerage Office
(part-time Black Market dealer)
Lt Gen ZHAO Zi Long
Black Stars Mercenary Collective
Sharp Shooters Sub-unit
Vampire Medium Omnitank
Baron of Erdvynn, Alarion Province, Lyran Alliance
Earl of Galisteo, Duchy of Tamarind-Abbey, Free Worlds League
Creator of Kingdom of Nibo
CO Dirty Half Dozens Mercenary Command
Morgan CHAN
Military Hardware Brokerage Office
(part-time Black Market dealer)
Lt Gen ZHAO Zi Long
Black Stars Mercenary Collective
Sharp Shooters Sub-unit
Vampire Medium Omnitank
Baron of Erdvynn, Alarion Province, Lyran Alliance
Earl of Galisteo, Duchy of Tamarind-Abbey, Free Worlds League
Creator of Kingdom of Nibo
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